Archive for November, 2005

Thursday, November 17th, 2005
32  questions  bagomatulog…

1. Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?
>> sneezy… congested

2. Bakit yun ang nararamdaman mo?
>> it’s christmas time e… sinisipon na ko

3. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?
>> sa Hongkong Disneyland

4. Kung may yayakapin ka ngayon ano o sino yun?
>> my mystery man…. Mr. JF

5. Kung may chance kang bumuhay ng isang
taong patay na, sino yun?
>> si Rico Yan… di kc bgay si claudine and raymart eh… hahaha

6. Anong kanta ang lagi mong kinakanta pag
nasabanyo ka?
>> hmmm… ngayun?… MASAYA

7. Sinong katabi mo ngayon?
>> si COOKIE… tabi kc ung station nmin eh!!!

8. Kung papipiliin ka, sino pipiliin mo:mahal mo na
di ka mahal, o mahal ka na di mo mahal?
>> damn… if i know the answer… that won’t be my problem today

9. Sinong gusto mong makausap ngayon?
>> umm… c MR. JF

10. Kung hindi ka ikaw ngayon, sino ka?
>>  si Angelina Jolie!!!! Kapal!!!

11. Ano pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa’yo?
>> when I realized he was not perfect after all….

12. Anong kanta ang gusto mong i-play pag
namatay ka na?
>> St. Francis Prayer

13. Kung bibigyan mo yung mahal mo ng bulaklak
ano yun?
>> sampaguita

14. Anong talent mo?
>> :) kumanta

15. Ma-pride ka bang tao?
>> mejo…

16. Anong isang bagay na gusto mong makuha
ngayon?
>> peace of mind… unbreakable heart… healed soul

17. Sinong artista ang kinalolokohan mo ngayon?
>> BRAD PITT

18. Sino ang kinakainisan mo ngayon?
>> ung mga holdaper

19. Anong pelikula ang gusto mong panoorin
ngayon?
>> the exorcism of emily dickinson

20. Kung bida ka sa isang pelikula,sino gusto
mong leading man/lady mo?
>> c BRAD PITT ciempre

21. Kung di mo pangalan ang pangalan mo
ngayon, ano ang pangalan mo?
>> dale pa rin…..

22. Kung may gusto kang balikan sa nakaraan
mo, ano yun?
>> the day i passed Adriatico St.

23. Masaya ba ang kwento ng buhay mo?
>> there are fun times… pang telenovela… but i’m at my downtime right now

24. Kung papayagan kang pumatay ngayon, sino
ang papatayin mo?
>> nope I won’t kill anyone

25. Sino ang pinakaimportanteng tao ngayon sa
buhay mo?
>> family and my few close friends

26. Ano ang pinaka-pangarap mong maging nung
bata ka pa?
>> maging si Barbie

27. Kung singer ka, sinong singer ang gusto mong
maka-duet?
>>  e di si bamboo

28. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangang magmahal?
>> to help us go through with this fuckin life… to face each damn day with a smile… to perk us up a bit!!! =)

29. Isang pelikula na talagang iniyakan mo?
>>  TITANIC… hahaha…. don’t cha laugh!!!

30. Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mong ugali ng isang tao?
>> overly confident

31. Anong theme song ng buhay mo?
>> MASAYA!!!

32. Kung pwede mong i-rewind ang oras, saan ka
punta?
>> again… Adriatico St.

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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

Days passed, i reconstruct my life and my priorities… it was arranged the way it used to be. Though my mind is still filled with questions left unanswered, i did not entertain the bug eating up my brain. Things went as planned… everything fell into it’s place the way I pictured it when I was still in school… but of course no matter how fulfilled life is, there is still one spot that cannot be filled at all. I am so contented with life except that I’m not happy… my smile is not genuine and I have this feeling that tears is about to fall any minute now.

As I was going through with another day of my life, i received a message on my phone… the unlikely almost blinded me… the message came from "him". My knees was trembling, coz I thought of all the questions he left me.

We saw each other the next day… nov. 10,2005… I cherish every day we meet, coz that is a rare occurrence. At the sight of him, I felt the happiness that I’ve been seeking… I felt secure and I found peace… the feeling that I never get with other men. He is my heart’s home. As he touched my face and kissed my hands I did not bother to ask him why he left unnoticed. The mystery within him makes him all the more lovable. He locked me in his arms and I forgot all my worries… my questions!

How I wish I can have him the minute I need him… how I wish he is within my reach… but he’s not.

Today, I woke up uncertain… again full of questions… worries. Again, he’s gone and never left a single word. Will I see him again? I’m not at peace again, not happy at all. My life is a pretention… but I’m glad it’s not a waste. His smile makes me survive every morning, his kiss will always make me strong and the thought of his arms will make me deal with life.

If I’ll see him again? I really dunno… he came but never answered my question. He just loved me… I know!!!

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answers…….

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

1.Latest realization mo?
>> it’s not easy to look for a job… a good resume and high grades doesn’t work all the time!!!!=)

2. Dapat gawin pag nalulungkot?
>> kinig lng  ng cd… Bamboo… or watch ng movie

3.Motto mo about LOVE?
>> it sucks… but u’ll love sucking anyways… ahihihi!!!!

4.Favorite food?
>> pasta & pizza…

5.Favorite Place To Be?
>>a place where i’ll finally meet him….

6.What’s the title of the song that’s stuck in
your head right now.?
>> MASAYA…

7.Pangarap mong summer get-away trip?
>> BOHOL … kasama cna tintin and the rest of careererz and papa JR… :)

8.Isang bagay na hinding hindi mo tatanggihan?
>> :)ticket sa concert ng  bamboo or incubus…

9.Masayang libangan kapag umuulan?
>> videoke…

10.Isang bagay na pag-iipunan mo nang husto?
>> capital for a business venture… :P

11.Gagawin mo sa susunod mong birthday?
>> rock cimbing… ?! inom nlng kaya?=)

12.Hindi mo makayanan o matagalan?
>> pain…

13.Gusto mong panoorin sa sine?
>> a river a runs through…

14.Do you love cooking?
>> certainly…. planning to study culinary arts

15.Paano ka ma-badtrip?
>> silent but nerve breaking…

16.Matagal ka ba maligo?
>> count the minutes dude…..

17.kumakain ka ba ng vegetables>
>> no no no…

18.Tamad ka?
>> check my daily sked…

19.sino palagi mong kausap sa phone?
>> customers… sawa na nga ko gumamit ng phone eh….

20.sino palagi mong katext?
>> career…

21.sino ang kasabay mong umuwi?
>> dati c demy… ngaun ala na :(

22.Are you a busy person?
>> well you need to set an appointment for me to answer that…=)

23.What/who do you hate most?
>>…. people smoking on public transportation….

24.What makes you happy?
>> :) kikay moment….!!!!

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005

it’s 1:52am… i’m here at the ofice monitoring calls of other agents… but i can’t concentrate, too many things inside and it keeps on bothering me everyday. hindi ko mapinpoint eh… cguro nga kc things didn’t end well. just lyk the other day questions are waiting to be answered and until now i can’t find a clue… and guess what… no matter what i have at this point i still feel empty… i dont know what will make me happy. i miss my friends… i miss college… i’m ranting…  that’s right! last week,  i saw an old friend… she said i look so happy… i never changed, may sakit man o wala, i always have that peaceful smile… but it hurts to be that way especially if you’re hurting inside, again… i miss my friends especially my college friends… we can talk about almost anything and with them i can cry!

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