W A I T I N G
Since i was trying to struggle, of course it is not that easy. I’ve had cuts and bruises w/c i know for sure will leave a scar. But who cares about those scars anyway, it’s a sign that time has made me tough.
Tough as it is, that’s what i’m trying to be. Don’t try to settle for anything less… Good thing i have an angel to absorb all the negativity in me.
Empty, that’s what i maybe this cold christmas morn but i know God never forsakens those who plead… He may have made me incomplete today, but I know that is for me to fulfill myself through His grace.
Tonight is christmas eve, and for the past few days I never felt that Christmas is around the corner, well I guess because the drama queen in me is tryin to be in a melodramatic mode… you know… those gloomy and drizzling moments plus cold nights and a very sentimental background song.
But this morning, while I sit here at my desk, I looked outside and witnessed the beauty of a foggy morning. Then I realized… yes I may be feeling empty but He never left my side… he even sent me an angel… my shock absorber!
I may be incomplete… but with Him I know I’ll find my better half, this may not be the time for me to be complete. Good Lord forgive me, if somehow I thought I was alone.
I’ll still struggle for dear life… bruises won’t kill me anyway. My battle against loneliness is tough… but I know I can make it.
I’ll be here waiting… just like a cocoon… i’ll wait for my life to be complete.
