Warfare of Love
My life is a chaos,
it has so many battles inside,
so many quarrels to hide,
and it took me so many years to fight.
My heart has been hurting,
brought by the wounds of war,
the lingering pain that tortures my soul
has kept me upright,
and yet feeble inside.
My defense for every warfare
is to forget…
to liberate myself from all the pain
that i’ve endured and been fighting with
to pretend…
to act as if the life i dealt with
is full of joy and not with anguish
this is the battle I go to…
bitterness against gaiethy,
sins against forgiveness,
peace against hostility,
pain against love.
My life is a chaos,
it has so many battles inside.
every warfare I face,
is a piece of death I endure.
** written last March 03,2005
