The Bitch’s Cradle I

Friday morning… thank God, it’s the last day of the shift!!! Oh what a week full of fun and sad encounters… it’s not actually a blast cause it is the same old shit… but still I"m happy coz i was able to finish my website, so i’ll just have to update it once in a while. i’ve been thinking of a better things to include there just to make it really worth visiting… hmmm… i wonder. i’ve got my poems there though. It’s fun actually. For the whole week i kept myself busy with work, my blog and my website but still even if I’m all jammed with things to do you can’t veer away from the realities of my jaded life and you know how hard it is when you have to keep it on your own, and the person you’ve been counting on to listen and comfort you is now lost in space, for i don’t know what reason he doesn’t go online, doesn’t call and doesn’t text me. Oh well, he might have gotten tired listening to my rants, I am tired myself.

Whew at such a young age I’ve been in such exhaustion… seems like a late pre-teen syndrome… if there’s such a term. I’m so lost that’s it… i just want to be at peace with life and nature. You know sometimes when you want to zap yourself to Nicaragua or Zimbabwe… hehehe… just for the heck of being in a different world. But of course heaven forbid, please not at a place where my life will be more of a waste.

I guess I just need to watch a good movie, to detach myself from the world’s oddities. I miss my college days… it’s easier to escape from pain when you’ve got a terror professor to think about… hah!

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