Fighting A Losing Battle
Haaaaaaay!!! If only I could shout here, kanina ko pa siguro ginawa. Sobrang sama ng loob ko… and I dunno why the hell am I feeling this way towards him. I told myself I should be in control, but it seems like i’ve fallen from grace again.
I thought I saw him downstairs, just before his shift… he was even wearing this yellow poloshirt that looks good on him, pero ngaun pagbaba ko hindi ko siya makita. I’m torn and pieces of me are scattered. I dunno what I feel… but I know for a fact… nasasaktan ako sa ginagawa nia skin.
I know I should not feel anything deeper for him, coz he’ll never be mine. But I enjoyed every second that we’re together, I cherished every compliment he gave me, I feel the warmth everytime he holds my hand.
Right now I’m at the office… and i have no one to talk to. I can feel that my heart is about to burst. I’ve been wanting to talk to him… I wanna know… is it the end for both of us? How can I let myself fall for his trap? Yes… he seems like he can’t melt butter in his mouth… pero yun pla he’s a dark horse!
Yeah I know we started on the wrong foot… but what can I do now?
It’s too late… I fell.
