Shitty Comment
What was that about? Why such comment? Did I say anything wrong in the previous entries…well if some of it hurts probably coz it’s true… or if you’re jealous (i hope!) well there’s reason to feel that way. 
Let me set things straight here… first thing is that I am not involved with anyone "officially" at this moment. I may go out with friends but I’m not exclusively dating. BUT… I am closely attached with someone… and that’s you ( you who gave such shitty comment).
Why closely attached? Well… for the lack of better term, I really don’t know how am I going to label this thing that we’re having. As much as I’d want to, I’d like to keep you, but there is something that keeps me away from such thought. You obviously know what I’m talking about. I don’t want to proclaim it from the rooftop so the world will know how complicated things are.
Second thing you need to know… well I was hurt when I found out about your "baggage". It really did affect me. I am hiding the pain… though I need to talk to someone about it and for your information this is the person I was reffering to in my last entry ("just jaded")… well just in case you’re thinking that I am also closely attached to this person… well i’m not!
Funny how things get so complicated. Now you are giving me this cold treatment for God knows what reason! My gut feel is bugging me again, telling me that something is wrong between us (well everything is wrong first and foremost) you are close but i can feel the empty space. Are you not happy anymore? Have I done something wrong? Did you come to your senses already and finally decided to just stick to "what you have"? Why are you suddenly indifferent?
Damn! I’m so tired of thinking non-sense! I’m so tired of being close and one quick snap everything’s gone, I’m tired of being happy but not for long, I’m tired of being the 3rd party, I’m tired of having no love at all…or better yet…I’m tired of always loving the wrong person!
One day (which I hope will not happen) I might snap out of it. Yes, I carry a big smile on my face but can you see through my eyes? Don’t even dare to ask me "what kind of drama is this?" coz I’m not having a drama…
I am shattered… all hell broke loose.
