Life can put you in such a big mess… but the beauty of it is you will always find something good and will make you want to continue life. I have found the beauty of it all, though it can put me to a bigger trouble, knowing that you love me… all the pain it entails won’t make me drift away. Thanks for saving me, your sturdy arms will lock my heart with you. I’m taking the risk, cause I know I’m safe with you.
As much as possible, I don’t want to be left alone
Coz when I’m alone I think of him.
Slowly the feeling sinks in…
The feeling that i keep on denying.
I don’t want to wake up realizing how much I love him
Because if I do, I know I’ll get hurt.
When I’m alone, I want to shout.
I want to tell the world how I feel for him.
I want to tell the world how painful it is to love him from afar.
I want to tell the world how hard it is to love someone who can never be mine.
When I’m alone, then I realize I’m tired.
I’m tired of having no one to talk to.
No one to hug,
No one to kiss,
No one to fight with,
No one to share my laughter and success.
No one to share my love with.
When I’m alone, I realize that even if i’m lonesome,
I’d rather be alone than to be with someone else.
I want to cry because I’m hurting!
But the feeling stays within.
One day it will burst…
Until that day comes…
The world will know… it’s him that I adore.
