Lonesome
As much as possible, I don’t want to be left alone
Coz when I’m alone I think of him.
Slowly the feeling sinks in…
The feeling that i keep on denying.
I don’t want to wake up realizing how much I love him
Because if I do, I know I’ll get hurt.
When I’m alone, I want to shout.
I want to tell the world how I feel for him.
I want to tell the world how painful it is to love him from afar.
I want to tell the world how hard it is to love someone who can never be mine.
When I’m alone, then I realize I’m tired.
I’m tired of having no one to talk to.
No one to hug,
No one to kiss,
No one to fight with,
No one to share my laughter and success.
No one to share my love with.
When I’m alone, I realize that even if i’m lonesome,
I’d rather be alone than to be with someone else.
I want to cry because I’m hurting!
But the feeling stays within.
One day it will burst…
Until that day comes…
The world will know… it’s him that I adore.
