Oh… when will this freaking pegging end? I’m so sick and tired of monitoring calls… month and month it’s the same people. Same mistakes, same areas for improvement. Same shit! Sometimes even outside work I auto peg people may it be in English or Tagalog. Even when I hear the mass (for cryin’ out loud!) or when I watch tv. It’s 3:10 am, 2 more teams to monitor out 6 teams (a whopping total of 116 agents!!!) FREAK.
Today I am exhausted.
I’m so pissed off right now… I really don’t know why some people won’t stop saying nasty things and yet they’ve got no balls to face me and say it outright!!! Such a coward!!!
Yes! That’s what you are! I just hope this message gets to you.
I guess you’ve gone through a whole lot of misfortunes in your life… well i really don’t want to be the judge of that but it seems like you’re living a horrible life. A very bitter life. SUCKS TO BE YOU!!!
My advice to you is… take it easy and look at things in a positive way. Don’t drop your negativity on others or better yet, get a shrink… I think you badly need it!
Never accuse me of stealing your "guy" coz you were never a witness to that. And if it happened that your guy was with me before, there can only be 2 reasons:
- he’s a BIG flirt and a BIG jerk
- or you’re just inadequate (in whatever aspect this may apply).
Bottomline is… I NEVER STOLE ANYONE FROM SOMEONE!
And if YOUR guy, seems to be cheating on you, no need to worry coz he’s not with me… can’t you see that I’m with someone right now and he’s not the JERK that you are with. You might wanna check his phone and start pestering another creature.
Better yet, start looking at yourself in the mirror and reflect on how to reinvent yourself so you won’t be so insecure and YOUR guy would go F@#! you again! With your attitude, I don’t think any guy can stand being with you!
STOP bothering me coz I don’t have anything to do with you and I don’t even want to have a connection with a sick person like you!
***by the way, you don’t have to remind me that I’m a BITCH… I know that already.
I couldn’t thank God more than enough,
For the life that he gave me.
Each day, I have a beautiful morning
For I know that an angel stands by me.
I was never told that life can be of such delight.
The wrath of pain was out of sight.
The cold prison will not be remembered,
For my angel has arrived on time.
My frozen soul will fly with him,
The warmth of his wings shall melt the snow,
And together we’ll see the beauty of spring.
He’ll hold my hand as we look at the clouds’ sorrow depart.
Each day, the life i live is what he gives.
Each day, the love he gives is what i live for.
Each day, I could not thank God more than enough,
For each day, I have a beautiful morning.
Right at this moment, I couldn’t contain the happiness. For quite somtime I have been writing incessantly about pain and my anguished heart. Probably because it’s easier to write when your lonesome. Words would just float in your head. But when your happy, there are no words to describe it.
But what I am really trying to get at is… I’m ULTIMATELY happy!!!
I clearly remember what the priest has told us in his homily. People’s choices are pretty much affected by what media has to say. Our minds have been corrupted by the standards of media. It has also affected the way we choose our partner in life. We look for someone who has "long, black and silky hair", healthy and buff, someone who’s rich, has a good career, and has a big name in society… all these and other superficial things that will eventually fade in time.
Because of these "substandard standards", we have witnessed weak marriages, easily destroyed by problems and temptations. The priest said, the most important thing in choosing a partner in life is to find someone that you can talk to, someone that you can communicate with.
That homily moved me… bigtime… because I have that person already! Gerald is someone that I can talk to and I can share with him anything in this world. What’s really good about him is… he’s also someone that I can pray with. I think I’m the luckiest person in this planet because after all the "jerks" that I’ve went out with… I have finally found the right one! I won the Lord’s lottery!
In him I have a friend, lover and soulmate. I know this time I can’t go wrong, he is God sent and I could not ask for more.
