I won heaven’s lottery!
Right at this moment, I couldn’t contain the happiness. For quite somtime I have been writing incessantly about pain and my anguished heart. Probably because it’s easier to write when your lonesome. Words would just float in your head. But when your happy, there are no words to describe it.
But what I am really trying to get at is… I’m ULTIMATELY happy!!!
I clearly remember what the priest has told us in his homily. People’s choices are pretty much affected by what media has to say. Our minds have been corrupted by the standards of media. It has also affected the way we choose our partner in life. We look for someone who has "long, black and silky hair", healthy and buff, someone who’s rich, has a good career, and has a big name in society… all these and other superficial things that will eventually fade in time.
Because of these "substandard standards", we have witnessed weak marriages, easily destroyed by problems and temptations. The priest said, the most important thing in choosing a partner in life is to find someone that you can talk to, someone that you can communicate with.
That homily moved me… bigtime… because I have that person already! Gerald is someone that I can talk to and I can share with him anything in this world. What’s really good about him is… he’s also someone that I can pray with. I think I’m the luckiest person in this planet because after all the "jerks" that I’ve went out with… I have finally found the right one! I won the Lord’s lottery!
In him I have a friend, lover and soulmate. I know this time I can’t go wrong, he is God sent and I could not ask for more.
