Abscond of a Fugitive
I am a sinner. I have sinned against my parents, I have sinned against my brothers and sister, I have sinned against my friends, my love ones, I have sinned against people and I have sinned against God. Yes, I am a sinner.
That is why I keep on asking myself, is it right to question the Lord? Is it right to ask him, howcome his plans are different than mine? Is it right to think of what to believe in - between fate, His will or my decisions in life.
As my journey goes deeper in the woods, I begin to ponder whether my choices are brought about by destiny, my own choices or God’s will. I wonder where the things happening to me came from.
Right now, I’m in the state of "discombobula drepression". Failure is good coz it makes you strong, but still it is painful. My egoistic femininity was scarred. Sunken in this deep shit hole, I need to escape. I must plan for an elusive release.
Now being the sinner that I am, is it alright to ask God to help me escape?
November 2nd, 2006 at 1:02 am
wow..sapul ah..T_T
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.. it’s like it was made for me..haaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. life really is clueless..
ang hirap mgdecide..
but im just thankful despite everything..i had you..i had all of you…thank you..love you!miz yah…
November 19th, 2006 at 6:36 pm
momi be positive lng po lage! luv u momi!
November 22nd, 2006 at 12:01 am
mag kumpisal ka na kasi sakin….jehehehe
November 29th, 2006 at 5:22 am
>Now being the sinner that I am, is it alright to ask God to help me escape?
yup! its alright to ask god, pero syempre
hope you get what i mean 
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kaya ok lng n i ask c God about that 
nag hihintay lng nman sya parati n lumapit ulit tyo s kanya 
i note lng kita n you have to do something parin regarding that
di lumalayo c god s atin, tyo ang lumalayo s kanya
godbless