The Bitch’s Cradle I

I am standing tall despite the apprehension and fear

For I know someone holds my hand…

A hand who’s warmth made me brave.

The hand of a dauntless man, courageous yet faithful.

A man of pride but who knows how to cry.

He is a man of strong-will, but he listens when I speak.

He is a man of imperfection, but he is upright and humble enough to admit.

He may not give me what I want to possess,

But he can give laughter and genuine happiness.

He may not be able to show me the world,

But we eat together until our tummies grow as big as Earth.

He may not have all the wealth but he is dutiful.

His hands are rough yet cozy and strong to keep me close.

He may not be fit for a king but his heart fits with mine.

He is a man of God, a respectful son, an afable person…

A loving husband.

Truly mine…

He made me change…

He saved my life.

It was difficult…

But all he did was to give me love.

It has been over a year when I started writing this blog. Truly I have dicovered a lot about myself and I learned my mistakes as I read the previous entries. It brings me joy to see how I fell and dropped on my knees… eventually I’ll start  to get up and fall again.

Blogging somehow helped me in my soul searching, as I write my entangling life I learned how silly I could get and how clever I can be.

I also thank my blog readers… I feel delighted to see that there are some people who would take time to read my long entry of wining and weeing and some would leave comments which make my dull mind illuminated.

I just realized that in such a short period of time things can really happen and it can make a great deal of change. Most of my entries were regretful, crestfallen and savage… and I never thought that I can be this kind of person that I am now… my "bitter-drama queen persona" has come to an end. (but of course the bitch in me will always be the same) =P.

Another chapter… an unbeknown life… and more blog entries sharing my life at its best.

Cheers to a new beggining!

Chapter II- TheBitch’s Cradle - e Lan Vital.

We are done with our festive dinner and reunion, we’ve counted and ranked the most eventful happenings and news in our lives and now it’s the 2nd day of the year and it seems like life is back to normal. Back to the old routine… in the middle of the bustling streets of our so called LIFE.

Yet, no matter how routinary life can be, there will always be "jack in the box" along our way… popped right into our face unexpectedly.

I have all this year to thank for. 2006 trully was a roller coaster ride. For the first half… I was misled. Mistakes were everywhere and it seemed like I can never get up from the shithole.

But despite the painstaking journey, I was never ashamed of my departure from the truth. My faults and misapprehensions made me strong. It made me willingly wait for happiness.

And so there is…

I found the happiness not longer than expected, the second half of 2006 brought me so much blessings and joy. I ended the year with so much love… the true and sincere love I have been searching for all my life.

This year, 2007. I started the year right. I am inlove with the man I’ve been friends with for 10 long years and we will cherish a lifetime of friendship.

The smile of sadness will not be seen for this year is the beginning of forever… the start of the rest of our lives together.

Now we are married!